JUNE.

Eight months after MA.
Six months after starting my minimalism journey.
Five months after involved in intermittent fasting.
Four months after starting my home-improvement project.
Two months after my 26th birthday.
A month after fasting month 2018.

Now JUNE is here.

My current feelings? I honestly don't know.
But I know what makes me happy...
Debt free and liberty.
Damn people changing themselves too much.
I hope they know what they're doing, up to where their life is heading
I won't wish you the best, nor pretend like I care
I don't honey, and I won't.
My Life is unique, and so are YOURS
I forget an old friend, but it wasn't my choice
Still, a life is a life - and I tend to live it the best way I can
Just live yours, and forget about me

Even from start, I wasn't yours to keep
To steal or to borrow
To touch or to hurt
To love or to kill
I'm here for you to forget
Strong as an ox, hostile as a fox
You took four leaps, and I'll spread a thousand over
Sorry, babe - but our times is finished

I can't wish you for the best nor pretend like I care.
The girl you know, is the girl you need to forget
Why?
Because she doesn't exist at the first place.
June finally takes her over, and she's finally awake.
Goodbye friend.
Farewell, sweet Nightingale.

Your's truly
Mimi Said

Things I Got Rid of on February 2018 (minimalism series)

Edited: This entry supposed to be posted on February but for somewhat reason - I had completely forgotten about it. A few months had passed since then and since I feel bad about deleting it, here's for your eyes to feast on. Enjoy reading!

I used to think that if you love something - then you gotta 'show' it. Writing comments, liking some random pictures, or whatever you do to make your intention well-known... Well, I don't really do that anymore. These days, I prefer to like/love something anonymously. In other words, I like to be inspired, but not really disclosing to anyone of what had actually inspired me... It seems like a cunning little thing to do, but I love it. Over the years I had grown to love my privacy and anonymity so much, it feels natural for me wanting to protect my sources.

But, not today. Today, I feel about talking about something that had inspired me.

It's had been more than 2 months since I began practicing minimalism. I never feel so much happier. My mind feel so at peace and there hasn't been a day where I feel of regret after getting rid of my stuff on January. I have a lot less stuff now, but that fact doesn't bother me that much. Each day feel fulfilled and simpler. I can walk into any store, look or try on any clothes - but come out without buying anything. That made me feel strong. Temptation is a worst enemy, but I make sure to stick to my budget and reminded myself - you don't need stuff and shit to feel happy. All you need is, YOU.

I used to buy a lot of things. From bracelet, to DVD's, to anime poster, hell - I even brought a air purifier because it looks like a novelty thing to have. It feel good to purchase them at first, but none of them leave a lasting impression. Some of those things I bought I haven't even touch in weeks or years (for that matter)... It feel like such a waste, but as soon as I start embracing minimalism - things finally makes sense. I feel so much in control now, instead of letting my desire and selfish reasons controls me. Come what may - advertisement on TV, Youtube videos, website, or even some shitty magazine - I couldn't be bothered.

Come to think of it, just about a week ago I deactivated my Facebook account because there's way too many people trying to sell stuff there. I found it too bothersome and honestly, too tempting... I figure that I don't need this bullsh*t, so I left. That's how serious I am about my minimalism journey. I get rid the temptation before it get to me.

On my first month of minimalism, I get rid about ten stuff on my list. Here, I had come back with another 10 more items for Feb 2018;

1.) Another 6 more books in donation pile. (Old romance novel)

2.) Old school bags ( there's about 4-5 of them. Also, in my donation pile.)

3.) A few more pieces of clothing (donation pile)

4.) Old condiments and expired spices 

5.) Old Tupperware and plastic storage (resell them at recycling centre)

6.) Old white paper (resell them at recycling centre)

7.) Old carpet

8.) Dead plant (and replant a new plant in its place)

9.) Boxes (minimize the boxes that I use to store my stuff; 5 into 1)

10.) Worn out undergarments

Honestly speaking, getting rid of stuff is one of the most liberating moments of my life. I used to be careful on my purchase and the thought of giving my private possession to someone else is unfathomable. Now, I couldn't even care less... As long as I know where my possession is going - then I'm fine about letting them go.

Yours Truly,
Mimi Said

Fragrance Scents That I Love

Aside from enjoying a sip from a hot tea, I also love applying a quick dash of perfume/fragrance on myself every now and then. Personally, I love scents that are fresh, light, fruity and slightly non-flowery. With my collections keeps growing in the passing years, I thought it only right to put them into a list and posted it in here. Anyway, with that being said - I hope you guys enjoy scrolling this post....

1.) Demeter: Sweet Baby (50ml & 15ml) by Demeter Fragrance Library

2017 Fragrance
Eau de Toilette
30 ml = RM 59.90 ; 15 ml - RM34.90

Demeter Frangrance Library was probably one of the first 'serious' perfume that I choose for myself. It has been around for more than 22 years (est. 1996), but I only seen its emergence in Malaysia on the late 2017. From the first moment I take a whiff of this thing - I know I'm in love. I got my first 15ml bottle from AEON Wellness and even though it was a little bit pricey - I still made my second purchase (30 ml) a few weeks afterwards. They had quite limit range sold in Malaysia (about 10-12 scents), despite having gigantic fragrance collection in oversea (they have about 300 scents in U.S). Among of my favorites are Sweet Baby, Daisy, Laundomat, Clean Soap, and Tears. 

2.) Peach Vineyard Body Mist by The Body Shop

2017 Fragrance
Body Mist
100 ml = RM59.00

The Second fragrance that I chosen in the year of 2017 was Vineyard Peach from The Body Shop. Since I already spent about RM500.00 from this store in the year of 2016-2017 alone, it probably weird not to include any fragrances into my purchase. I choose this scent because I enjoyed the fruity smell (along with raspberry and oranges). I brought this from the online store so I got to knock a couple of ringgits off from the discount they had offered. The scent is nice and very peachy. I enjoy applying it so much, especially after a long, hot shower at night.     

3.) W. Dressroom Dress & Living by W.Dressroom New York 

Fragrance 2018
Cologne
70 ml = RM25.90

W. Dressroom Dress & Living is a perfume that I brought in 2018. It's probably my favorite fragrances by far as not only it have fresh and floral scents, but it also have anti-bacterial purposes (2-in-1). It's also one of the fast-selling fragrance in South Korea and the price is pretty affordable with discounts. I brought my first three bottles from an online store called Shoppe.com. Since its a cologne, the scents are expected to last about 1-2 hours, but mine lasted for more than 12 hours after I sprayed it into my clothes. I think that's pretty cool. And also because I like it so much, I return to the store the following week to purchase another three bottles. This fragrance have about 10 different scents and among of my favorites are (45) Morning Rain, (97) April Cotton, (47) Fig Leaf, and (43) Always Happy and (02) Coconut. I will probably purchase more from this brand in the future.

4.) Summer Swing Cologne by Johnson's and Johnson's

2010-2017 Fragrance
Cologne
100 ml = RM6.90-7.90

Last but not least is this Summer Swing baby cologne from Johnson & Johnson's. A friend introduce it to me back in 2006, but it wasn't until 2010 that I decided to purchase it and turn it into my signature scent. I don't know if it's my old age or the fact that there's a lot of other fragrance out there - but I had grown tired with this scent. My last purchase was back in December 2016 but because of all these other perfumes and fragrances I had purchase in 2017 - I never look back.

So, these are some fragrance scents that I been loving lately. I think having your own signature scent / fragrance is very important as it would not only refreshing to wear, but makes your presence more memorable. Thank you for reading this entry. I'll be seeing you soon on my next post.

Yours Truly,

Mimi Said